Can you get lost in darkness? Niella

She had noticed Niella had been missing, she was starting to worry more and more for this girl. Everything that happened, and last time she told Katlin, that she would never leave her. But the loneliness that started to grow in her chest was so painful. She didn't wanna talk about it, not with Kubo, not with Luna and not with Kaeden. Katlin isolated herself a little more and the thoughts started to go darker as the days past. Why would Niella just turn her back on her like that, there must have been more to the story. Why did she even care this much, that was what hurt most. Katlin loved this girl, Niella was her best friend.. why did she leave? Katlin took a walk in the woods in her tigershape. The white tiger walked around, seeking some sort of peace with her mind. The running in the woods helped a lot, till something made her stop. A scent. Niellas scent. The tiger ran was fast as possible towards it. Seeing the girl and shifted back. Katlin forgot to think for a second, all that was on her mind was Niella.
"You can't just leave me like that!" She cried out in both anger and sadness. Katlin didn't even bother covering her naked skin, showing of the scars from the past Evan had made. "You said you would never leave me.. you lied to me."

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Niella was the past mount not being her self. Maybe the time with the men, had been enough to make her be another than she really wanned to be. Her father and mother had died, and all she had back was her grams. Trough she missed Katlin atlot, she need to think of her self.
She was not being selfish or enything, she just need to make her like her life, before she would kill her self.
She was out in the forrest, running for her self. Af little walk, og a run would not hurt enyone.
But a voice sounded behind her. It was Katlin. She could here the anger in the voice. '' I'm sorry Katlin. But i had to! '' Niella got her legs to turn agianst Katlin. All the emotions. She was sorry for leaving her bestfriend. The one person she knew she could trust, and still would trust. '' You know i said it. But i had to. You know that. All the emotions in my heart. They keep controling me. They keep saying that i should let go, on you.. On Keaden. You know that i love you! '' Niellas took a short breath.
'' Take with me. Be with me. Be like me. Leet all the bad feelings out. Be the one you truly are. '' She was looking Katlin right in the eyes. She was sure Katlin would say no, and let her go for the rest of her life.
'' We can live together. Away from all this. Where we can be together. I know that you want. You just sacred to say the words. You are scared, what others will think of you. I know, it's scary. '' One more breath, before she speek agian. '' I was scared ad first. But it all make sense, when all the pain is over. '' A smile sat on the mouth.

She had to, what did she mean by that? It didn't make any sense, and at the same time it did. Katlin knew what it was like trying to find oneself in this madness of a world.
"Leave Kaeden out of this, this has nothing to do with me or my brother. It's about you," reminded Katlin in a more serious tone, mostly because she didn't like to put Kaeden in this conflict. "You love me? I didn't seem like it, you could have said something," she pointed out not very happy about this whole thing. Maybe she didn't like the fact that Niella was trying to steal her big brother, or maybe it was something else - or both. Be with me. Be like me. Let all the bad feelings out. Be the one you truly are. Shortly Katlin froze, didn't know that she was going to do. What did she mean? Katlin wasn't sure about anything really, but leave the woods and go what where? It didn't make sense to Katlin at all. We can live together. Away from all this. Where we can be together. I know that's what you want. You are just sacred to say the words. You are scared, what others will think of you. I know, it's scary. Katlin felt like the was running out of air, it scared her. The words scared her, made her feel like her wasn't able to breath.
"If I'm so scared of anything, why don't you just show me what I'm scared of?" Katlin could feel the small shakes her hands took out of pure anxiety. "Anything I want to be.. I can be with the pack. I can be who ever I want to be with.. I.. just.. I.. " What did Niella mean, did she know something about Katlin, which Katlin was to scared to realize?

At this point Katlin was pissed, it happened to rare - but this was it. She couldn't stand this anymore.
"You see him as a brother? You don't know the first thing about him, okay? You are not his sister, stop pretending that you are.. just stop," warned she as she looked at Niella wanting her to stay back. Katlin wasn't dangerous at all, she was just not a person you should push. Not now, because she had no idea how she would handle it. All the words, every single thing Niella said made her look with disgust at what she thought was her friend.
"Are you that delusional Niella?!" She lashed out but didn't take her eyes from the shapeshifter. "I'm not trying to become some leader, I have Luna as my alpha. And I'm happy about it .." she started and could feel her heart stopped a little. Then the anger hit her and she really tried not to. But the lavender color in her eyes glowed in anger. The taste of blood reached her tongue as she tried to stay in control.
"Me selfish?" She took a deep breathe at least she wasn't scared of talked to spoiled little bitches - why should Niella be anything other then what she behaved like?
"I have always been Kaeden's little sister. If you both she him as a brother and a lover - you are more disgusting then I thought first.. maybe it is you who should get yourself together. Because yes, if this is the person you have become - a arrogant annoying spoiled little brat, I don't want you in my life. Or in Kaedens," she raged looking Niella in the eye. Her face was cold as stone.
"NIELLA STOP!" Yelled Katlin and took a step back. "Get the fuck away from me. I don't want anything to do with you.. so just.. Stay the fuck away from me," she warned, " I don't love you like that.. neither does Kaeden.. he is happy with Luna.. and you should get over it. Just stay away."