Angel and the beast (poem)

Angel and the beast..

Boy, even though it has been awhile
My heart haven't stop beaten yet.
It still beats with the same rhythm
the same love melody
with the same powerful love.

I still wake up in the middle of the dead silence night
with only the spirited thoughts of you.
The deadly privation is still there.
remembering your careful touches, remember your sedative voice.
It is the only lullaby I will ever need.

The divine love I once got a taste from you,
is like an exacting addiction for me.
withdrawal symptoms burns through my mortal body.
Please let me free of these hellish cravings.

Bloody hell I shouted towards the sky.
My stomach turned upside down.
It is hungry you know.
My dark lonely soul has the taste of your love.
it won't have anything else.

The angel of love stands before the graving beast.
Let him go, she said.
His love was never meant for a darkish beast like you.
So let him go, you will never get him.
The beast was in shock.

It once thought it could be someone
with somebody.
But now the hopes were ripped from it,
and left a profound hole in its heart.

Now it could only lurk in the cold darkness.
Every time it came close
the angel stood in its path.
Reminding, that It didn't belong here.
It was a beast,
it was meant for it to be alone.
It had to accept that,
but how could it ever do that?

The pain was too much.
With its bare claws,
it tugged its own heart out.
No more pain.
Its heart was still beaten by pure love.
But the sand of the hourglass ran.
The heart slowly stopped beaten.
No more pain was the last words.