After you died - Wade

She could feel how her hands started to shake a little, just a little. She was nervous, but it wasn't really a bad thing was it? Tatia had dressed up for the first time, only because of Wade. He never really had seen her in a dress before, not many had. So she would give Wade the pleasure of watching her in something other then a warrior or total relaxed. It would maybe fit telling him, if she even knew how to tell him. It wasn't because she was unsure of his reaction. Tatia would spend the rest of her life with Wade, but was he ready for this? He was the most important person to her, even more important then her brothers - as evil as it might sound. No one understood her better then Wade. She knew they would have to go kill Elijah, kill the demon to find peace for the future. Tatia's dress was long, black very fitting for her figure. It wasn't really the first time she had picked out a dress. The time her and Razor broke in to a mansion in Firewood Village she had tried dresses - but it was so rare she would wear one - a shame really. There was fire in the fireplace, she had made sure to warm the place up. It was getting dark outside, and she had been on a visit in her place at Firewood Village to find some good food and a bottle of champagne. It was rather nice, just relaxing - being happy. Just the two of them.
As soon as she could hear him her face turned to the door. Tatia walked over to the door so she could welcome him home with a kiss filled with passion.
"Welcome home," she said with a big smile on her lips, "how was your day?" She asked taking his hand so she could close the door. It wasn't really a look he had seen before, so she was rather exited to see his reaction. There was something else on the table to, they needed to talk about - what she was nervous about - it would be very clear for him to see there was something she was nervous about - because it was so rare she was nervous - it wasn't really something that belonged to her character.

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Was is possible to be more happy then she was in this moment, any moment she was with him. To happy to have him back, the bad things where almost gone. They had to face Elijah somehow, but it seemed like he was gone with the wind after her and Razor escaped. Tatia had succeeded in surprising him. It seemed to good to be true, that things really could be so good after all the dark days they both had. Tatia was happy he had a good day, with Luna - which was big steps. Tatia herself should go there to visit Kubo one day - but she had some things to figure out. Now that she had them figured out, all she had to do was telling him. It was good for him he took time to actually talk to his sister, spend time with her and not just hunt hunters to keep her save. It didn't really surprise Tatia that he knew she was nervous, Wade knew every single movement of her face and body - it did help her push herself a little that he knew. She also knew he worried about her safety and her looking nervous could be a rather dangerous thing - but it really wasn't. Tatia sent him a smile, so he could calm - it really was a serious thing - but not something that would really hurt them. Tatia looked at his hands holding hers, after she moved her eyes and looked up into his dark beautiful eyes.
"No. Nothing happened, everything is fine," she answered rather fast, so he didn't have to worry way to fast. She could feel her heart skip a beat as she folded her lips shortly - a thing she did when she didn't knew how to explain something. But the look in her eyes made it clear it wasn't because she was scared or anything bad.
"You know why female shapeshifters stop shifting into their shape? Why their body stops that ability for a while? Because something else in their system is working and it will hurt that part if they changed," she started slowly. As she haven't had trouble with her shift for months now, it couldn't be that. She knew the difference between fear of shifting and her body simply wouldn't allow it. That was also a reason she had been in town. Tatia took a deep breath, but didn't take her eyes from him once. She was a little exited about if her words could make his mind work around it. They had seen it before, in the pack. Female shapeshifters stopping shifting when they had a child coming. It was an instinct just as with werewolves - the pregnancy stopped the shift to protect her body.
"We are having a family," she said with a big smile on her face - waiting for his reaction.

The seconds felt like hours for the little time it took him to realize her words. It wasn't something that had happen before, so it was a new thing - for both of them. That was why she had been this nervous, not even because she feared his reaction. Somehow people would tell her she should, because everything could happen as the words were out in the open - but she was sure he wouldn't react badly. And she was right, the look on his face said everything. A laugh filled the room as he lifted her up and swung her around - hugging her. So much joy in their home. It was much as once, if wasn't really a little thing. But she had been waiting to tell him till she was sure, because she didn't want to give a maybe. Tatia wasn't really much into giving information she wasn't sure of, not when it was something so big as starting a family. Wade had just as much control over his joy as her, she wasn't sure her smile could be brighter then this. Tatia understood he wanted to be sure that she was sure, it would be heartbreaking settling for something that wasn't going to happen. But is was, it was the truth and she was sure. She had never seen him like this, well happy and filled with joy yeah, but on this level not knowing what he should do in all these emotions. They needed this happiness - this joy.
"I am," she answered short so he didn't have way to many words to focus on with that answer - what he needed was she was sure. And she made it clear in her eyes she was. Tatia's smile reached her eyes as his next words left his mouth. His hands on her face, and her eyes locked in his. The kiss, his lips on hers - it could stop time and place, almost made her believe they were the only ones left in this whole world. But it wasn't just the two of them anymore. Tatia kissed him back almost losing herself in the kiss, like she always did. With every kiss it was like falling in love all over again. Their smiles in the kiss, such an amazing moment. It was perfect.
"Ai hod yu in," (I love you,) she whispered as his forehead was pressed against hers. Tatia closed her eyes for a moment, just to feel all this positive energy that filled the room. That made their hearts beat like this.
Tatia knew that after tonight they would have to make a plan to take down Elijah. He shouldn't be alive in this, she wouldn't risk it. It was not just Wade who needed Tatia to stay alive anymore or Tatia who needed Wade - there was something else now - made it all much bigger then just them. But right now they needed to enjoy this, they could talk about reality tomorrow. Kill the demon tomorrow, it didn't have to be right now.

The perfection of this moment, the overwhelming feeling of joy - she must admit she didn't know much about motherhood, knowing her mother died when she was four years old. Leaving her with her lying father who raised her rather harsh, that was one thing she had come to realize in the end. Not that she was mad at him anymore, because if he haven't done that - she would never had survived in this world as a kid. One thing Tatia was sure of, her past and Wades past wasn't something that should happen to their children - not never. All they could do was giving their child what they didn't have, a family that stayed with them their whole childhood, in the good and bad. This really had cleared Tatias mind from many things. It was new roles that should fit into their personalities, but she had no doubt that it would be hard for them. Tatia had always known somehow this would be their future - but they had also been together for five years - till their break.. and they were back together it was fate. In his arms she was home, he would always be her home - she felt safe even in this cabin because it was their home. It was the first time forever she had felt home when she walked around alone. It seemed to be the right thing for them, it was the right thing. Looking at that big smile he had, made her even more sure then ever.
"Well I though you deserved to see me in a dress," she answered with a little smirk, "but it's very easy to take of too - that's the thing with dresses," she teased as he himself had spoken with a playful tone. They both broke into laughter, such a happy laugh - it should be impossible to be so happy, but then again - they deserved this. The happiness, after everything that had happened to them.

Wade lifted her up, and she felt his lips on hers, but they also showed their love to her nose and other parts of her face - she laughed, that cute little laugh - and those shiny eyes that sparkled of happiness. Because she was, very happy - truly happy. Tatia tilted her head a little to the left, keeping the big smile on her face.
"Well I would never turn down dinner with you, especially if you are making it," she admitted. Their smiles grew brighter with the others, like they where a mirror at this point. Tatia loved when she could make Wade do the cooking, she could just sit and admire him while. It was always something she loved doing - just looking at him and appreciate all the little things in their lives. Of course people had to know, they could tell who ever they wanted to tell the news. Their siblings first of all. She wasn't even scared of how her brothers would take it, it was up to them - she knew how she felt about it and that was what mattered to her. Tatia gently kissed him fast but still filled with love.

Tatia found a nice spot, where she could just sit and look at him as he prepared the food. Just sitting there admiring him. It seemed like a fairy tale, just so perfect. Tatia's eyes followed him, with this huge smile on her face. Her smile didn't even move from her face as he went outside - because this was still their home. Shortly after he returned with the meat. Tatia figured he would say, if they needed more firepower. It was really easy heating things up with her ability - saved much of their time really. Not that they were bad at making a fire our keep the flames alive - but this was still faster and easier. Tatia really didn't have any wishes for the food, she had been far to nervous before to even think of the food.
"I think I will go with the cook surprising me," she answered with this little half smirk - still full of happiness - it wasn't going anywhere. Tatia didn't really took her eyes from him, there was no reason to. How could she be this lucky? It seemed like after everything she was happy about all the bad stuff to, because without it she wouldn't no how truly happy she was at this moment. Still there was this thing where she reflected about things she almost had done, like almost killing herself. It still scared her she had been so close to do it - only happy she didn't. The scars from the past wouldn't go away, but she had learned to live with them, and accept them for what is.

Wade turned to her, made her smile even brighter. The way he looked at her, the way no one else looked at her. She loved it, she loved him. Every single thing about him.
"I know.. how did I get this lucky?" She asked with the same smile on her face. Because she was happy, they were happy. It was just the two of them and their unborn child. In the pack they would still be doing their work, maybe not even have the time to be as much together as they needed. Now they had all the time in the world, and nothing made her more happy then that. Tatia took his hand and just smiled at him. Seemed like time just froze, it was them - here in their home. "I most be the luckiest person alive," she confessed just looking him in the eyes. It was a huge thing, that she could feel this happy after everything. How happy he could make her feel.